Life and Soul

As I Sit Here

As I sit here about to leave this island

With its calm still waters and its freshly breeze

Back to Bangkok and then on to London

Time to work, back to my turn to earn

I find myself contemplating the last five weeks

Who I have met and to what effect

What kind of impression have I left behind me

How do people view, with what tone do they see

It good to be remembered positively

Tsunami

Earthquake, they say, far off out to sea

Causing a tsunami of 22 meters, well above the trees

Came crashing to land at 6 in the morning

Unaware, asleep, the destruction dawning

With the power so strong ripping through the land

Few of the beach huts stood a chance

Taken away along with there inhabitants

Piled up in a heap where the wave subsided

Or pulled out to sea as the waters returned

3000 missing lost in the chaos, just Thailand alone

Destructive power of nature, quiet, no malice

As the waters receded and the damage shown

Full extent of the disaster, sinks in, known

Paradise ripped apart

As fragile as eggshells being trod on from above

Frequency of natural destructive events raising higher and higher

Will climb to the point of resonant frequency

When events will jump to natures tune, harmony sought

Balance restored, right conditions for a new start

Fair chance given to all that lives

T take back from man what he thinks he controls

Re-learn respect for what a man a nature can give

Understanding of the laws of interdependency

Don’t be ignorant as to the effect, interplay connects, dis-connects

Upset the balance, strain and stress will show & grow

Pressure blocked can only grow & grow.

The high release of force, energy of tension build up

The results of which we are witnessing now

India, Shi Lanka, Thailand, Malaysia, Indonesia

To name but a few, 50,000 – 100,000 missing untrue

As I sit hear counting my chickens

I hear on the news fear of more quakes, more waves

As fault line moves, regrooved after disturbance

Ripple effect sent out energy on the move

First one, they say measured 9 on the Rikkta scale

Showing our lives to be fragile and frail

Take stock of what you have got

So easy to loose, before you see, the joy in your lot

Stop your wanting for something else, something more

Be happy in living, be all that you are

If yo have ; give, if not, be happy to receive

No intention to deceive

Personally I feel the human race has lost the plot

Only the few not caught, lost in the rot

Not enough to tip the sway, to make a change today

Gone is our chance to take the middle path

So here comes nature with all her wroth

Connect with IT

Don’t try and control it, connect wit it

Feel it, learn it & understand it

Its all that there is

So find time, alive, tune in & release

Anything of material that you have to give or receive

Is but matter, all connected, on high interleaved

By grace of God, believe
This feeling of random violence and proximity to death helps turn an otherwise meaningless day, conjugating verbs in the classroom, into an adventure of survival – Off the Rails in Phenom Phen – Guns, Girls & Ganja

Thailand – This place is alive with nature, its beauty all around. Something to eat, everything that ever is, taking life from another whatever it is, meat, plant or fish, so as you can continue to live. The ultimate sacrifice, a creatures biggest gift. So when you consume, stop to give praise to what has given you your life. Glory at the wonder of the infinite choice, see how it works, all interlinked so tight. Take time to look, find IT and rejoice tonight.

Magic Mushroom

Mushroom omlette, I think 2 between 3
Not so sure of the strength you see
psychedelic potency
For once the taste is not of earth
Cooked up well this buffalo birth
Out from the dung these babies grow
Harvested for their ability to show
Complete the connection from sub conscious and soul
Bring insight of nature to those open to know
Sharman food since beginning of man
Enlightening to the spirit of God’s plan
With spectacular effect, all that is, comes alive
Breathing and moving as in time with the tide
Natural rhythm, pulsating forth
Bringing you in to witness nature’s worth
No separation between you, the earth and the stars
Trees, insects, animals the fish & the flowers
All interconnected, to be seen as one
The Most High work, manifestation as done
To look back through yourself, majestic form
Experience every way and part of being
Natural the ongoing evolution song
From cell or parasite to small to be seen
To elephant and giraffe of the jungle dream
All has its place in the food chain scale
Feeding each other from plankton to whale
How diverse and wonderful is this creation show
& How us humans have forgotten how to live
Lost contact with our reasons to be
In harmony & balance, shepherding peace
Should be nature’s tuned in pressure release
Around to help when the balance distorted
We’ve lost it today all corrupt and extorted
All in our grasp to be stripped and sold
Mans obsession with self glory and gold
We will bring on natures retribution
Her chaotic & brutal ways of solution
Rid of our waste and blatant pollution
Free to create from the beginning again
Natures evolution, creation flame
Ongoing, eternal, no end & no shame
In words of rushes the feelings come
As the mushrooms kick in their work begun
As reflected moonlight of the sun
Your journey into spirit has begun
Moon centre open, at peace, at one

Visa Run

So on a day trip we be today
Cross water & land out to the boarder post
Boat, bus, bus, boat
Boat, bus, bus, boat
There and back within the day
Need to stamp passport
Or arrested we may be
So Koh Pan Ngan to Ranong, Myanmar (Burma) we go
If we can get back in a day is yet to show
All went smooth until we caught the second bus
The driver pulled over, started making a fuss
Something not happy, not right with the aircon
After some phone calls another bus we put on
On & on as busses do
Got to Ranong to meet our prearranged guide
To show us the way, long tail to find
Out over the estuary we go, after stamping us out
To get stamped in Myanmar, people all about
Trying to sell us Viagra & cigarettes
Take any money we may freely give
Look poor, have a hardship to life
Didn’t stay long as we needed to get back
To stamp in Thailand before immigration shut
But made it we did for another 30 days
Beautiful Thailand never ceases to amaze
So we decided to pay extra, not take the bus
Took a pickup all the way, bypass the fuss
Arrived at the pier around nine pm
Sleeper boat already tied to the dock
We left a twelve after a couple of beers
Slept through the night until the sun appeared
Back on the island 8am Xmas Day
What a day trip we been on today.

Magic Mushroom

Mushroom omelet, I think 2 between 3
Not so sure of the strength you see
Psychedelic potency
For once the taste is not of earth
Cooked up well this buffalo birth
Out from the dung these babies grow
Harvested for their ability to show
Complete the connection from sub conscious and soul
Bring insight of nature to those open to know
Shaman food since beginning of man
Enlightening to the spirit of God’s plan
With spectacular effect, all that is, comes alive
Breathing and moving as in time with the tide
Natural rhythm, pulsating forth
Bringing you in to witness nature’s worth
No separation between you, the earth and the stars
Trees, insects, animals the fish & the flowers
All interconnected, to be seen as one
The Most High work, manifestation as done
To look back through yourself, majestic form
Experience every way and part of being
Natural the ongoing evolution song
From cell or parasite to small to be seen
To elephant and giraffe of the jungle dream
All has its place in the food chain scale
Feeding each other from plankton to whale
How diverse and wonderful is this creation show
& How us humans have forgotten how to live
Lost contact with our reasons to be
In harmony & balance, shepherding peace
Should be nature’s tuned in pressure release
Around to help when the balance distorted
We’ve lost it today all corrupt and extorted
All in our grasp to be stripped and sold
Mans obsession with self glory and gold
We will bring on natures retribution
Her chaotic & brutal ways of solution
Rid of our waste and blatant pollution
Free to create from the beginning again
Natures evolution, creation flame
Ongoing, eternal, no end & no shame
In words of rushes the feelings come
As the mushrooms kick in their work begun
As reflected moonlight of the sun
Your journey into spirit has begun
Moon center open, at peace, at one

THC

Clean, clear, but all fogged up inside, bemused
That after of three weeks almost to the day
THC has not come out to play
Nor alcohol or any drug has been used
Mind alert to be bombarded from all around
No peace for the ‘aye’ to be found
So ‘aye’ just waiting for the time
When I’d end up smoking spliff, drinking whiskey & lime
Sitting with people I’d met a few times before
Sharing food and drink sitting around on the floor
Laughter and chatter bounding back and forth
For me; very little understood or said
Trying to keep aware of the body’s language
See where the vibe lies, am I being led
After 2 bottles of red label the call was made
One went of to collect a little Thai stick
Now me the one trying to give it a break
Show my will for my self-respect
So did I give in? Shit of cause I did
Had some blue skins, gave them a twirl
Knocked up a spliff to the amazement of the girls
We all got stoned, the vibe extended
I could feel deeper, closer in, so much more
Connecting far more than as before
Laughing, joking more whisky was drunk
An awareness of character of each in the room
Became deeper and more detailed, natural chemical zoom
Knowing much fuller what each was about
Sensing the finer points & where to watch out
As the acts of consciousness & motive are seen
More attention to full focus, using all that you got
Not letting the thought or feeling drift
Attention not drawn from the moment by a passing thought
That’s when you loose the connection, jump off the track
Anything can and will happen through focus relapse
So what do I say bout smoking the weed
Well it gives you clearer focus
Cuts out, edits, removes the dross
All the stuff of which you should not give a toss
Openly united with the one ness
Take time and tune, awareness will come & you ‘WILL” see

Will

Why so weak when its will power I seek
It seems the harder I try my goals pass me by
Simple as they are, the journey’s long & hard
Isolations what I need, no temptation off which to feed
No persuasion of another, weakness nay bothers
Focus to stay mindful of my path
Illusions & detours to be seen at last
As I find ‘Will’ my moulding recast
Habits & ways reset, reprogrammed, goals met
As Jacobs ladder I climb
My soul through my eyes does so shine

Our History

It’s been far to long
You controlled withholding knowledge
So your power be increased
Bloodline in origins truth you do keep
Roman catholic church
You need to answer for your crimes
Burning of history
Creating a populous so blind
You bring shame on human race
Pure spiritual disgrace
Time now for the truth to be
Your power & hold to fade away
As people find truth
Original spiritual way
Your view of our past
Our invented his-story
Would have you believe
We got civilized in summer
About 4000 BC
Over the last 100 years
The church has lost its fear
Unable to hunt down, torture & burn
Aquarius Dawn
Piecing back ancient knowledge
That’s been held & protected by the few
Back to bloodline
Templar truth
Hidden for so long
Persecuted since Christ
Ancient knowledge, rituals & rites
Relating to our origins
Holy truth of our past
Civilized existence has a very long path
Nearly been wiped out by comets
Over twice in our past
Flooded & starved
Most perished away
But the watchers had time
Planned to survive
Bring civilization back to those left behind
Re-teaching the skills
Peace harmony rules
Living in tune
Sun & the moon, Earth in space
Astronomer’s patient grace

Star

Hot Chocolate had it right
Dangerous is the red light
No matter how you picture your night to be
Never ass good as a loved one you see
You knows the enjoyment only goes so far
Boils down to work when you pick up in the girl bar
Each night the same routine
Never the same man you seen
Got to bed late to then get up early
Trying to make the tern feel good
But for you, you sleep if you could
Just your want for the money keep you up
Moaning & groaning to make it seem good
Building the moment to see him cum
So you can roll over, your work done
Can sleep till the morning, not usually the case
Out of the door money in hand
Back to squeeze in another & double the take
Or just sneak off to sleep
No hugs and kisses or passion of heart
No emotional tie or feelings to hurt
Cold & blunt this red light game
Dangerous if you start to lay your claim
To the lady of the night & the sexual flame